aecee's drama

and it all started with...

2006-08-17T22:01:00.000+08:00

and it all started with...

... WALA LANG!!!

nah! just kidding... thoough actually a bit sad but true... it started as "natutuwa ako seo" thing... we both admit that it started as a "not sooo good" relationship, but it turns out to be fine fine fine! and to tell you, we still keep on going... through all the hurdles that comes our way... were not in a perfect state always but we always see to it that we fix everything at the end of the day... so many times that we've decided to be apart, but our love for each other tells us not to do so... as of now were so contented with what's going on with us and i do pray that we won't be apart... i know that were the ones who make our destiny... i'm a bit mushy but this is what my mind and heart wanted to say! He never leave me when im down, he's the one who helped me to be close to my family... he's the only one that can mingle with my friends... what else could i ask for?! maybe a lot of people might say that he's not perfect but i know that he's the perfect one for me... i love you bugi!!!

i'm always dreaming of a happy life with him!

RCI bldg rada st. legaspi village makati

2006-01-23T17:37:00.000+08:00

i love ipmac!!!! =)

1. ate glen- she's the one who introduced ipmac to me. tnx ate glen!

2. bogart chavez- this guy always makes me laugh! (alagad namen ni ate glen)

3. jose- kamukha ni gohan

4. ms. jenelle, cherry, jp, nathan, mga kuya... etc... - ONE OF A KIND SILA! =)

i hate the world today...

2005-12-05T13:18:00.000+08:00

"oi aecee!!! napipikon na ko sayo ha!!! - that's the dialogue of my daddy lastnight... eh well, what can i do... madaming friends ang baby aecee nya!!! wehehehe... and there's nothing i can do i'm a naturally born gimikera... =)

Dematisse- at Malate. KUYA, EVER AFTER NGA!!! where me and my boi's often hang out... with jai, faye, cass, jess, agatha, annie, add... etc.. it's one of my favorite bars... know why? coz when were always here... kame ni faye ang star!!! wehehehe.. this bar left a mark for me to remember for the rest of my life... wanna know why? der's this one time, a guy kept on sitting beside me actually he's sooo maniac to the max and what my friend did was to burn him with a cigarette... well coz of my clumsyness, ang leg ko ang napaso! kagigil!!!

Anthology- at Malate again... it's because of the songs... it's pure alternative... ive been there last night! with jeff...

Starbucks malate- where we hang out a lot... how i miss the rat... =)

Fluid- with the bunny and everything...

metrowalk- where ive mingled with the client logic boys... with chef, allan... alak pa!!! ahehehe...

7-11 emerald- clientlogic boys again... "zack, where's my comb?!?" says faye! ahehehe

pier one timog- where ive experienced a "cheers" with one of the owners of that bar... i've been a bad girl here...!

Points of view:

nowadays, it's really hard to look for someone who's sincere... but it's okae... i looove being single i can do anything i want! mostly, men says that i'm such a play girl... hell no! i'm not!

***now plaing: "bitch" by meredith brooks...

i almost forgot, i'm crushing on a guy right now, but sad to say he's married and will be a future dad... aaawwww.... sad... but then again it's okae... he's currently working at wynsum... what attracts me is that he so fluent when it comes in speaking english... and he's a cook before in L.A. ... but that's it... =)

i'm planning to cut my hair coz its getting longer and longer and longer... as if i'm a mermaid na... pero okae lang... sexy naman ang mga mermaid eh!!!! wehehehe...

i'm an extra joss dependent... hehehehe... just want to share it with you guys... =)

wala ba tyong inuman session jan?! =)

wala lang! inamoy ko lang ang baho eh!

mr. ralpitong blurry

2005-10-19T13:18:00.000+08:00

i thought that i would never see you again... but an event happened and then there was you... i thought that i would never have the chance to greet you... but expect the unexpected... when i was about to go home, we've talked about anything but sad thing is may dumating na cab agad... i didn't even get his no. and i felt sad bec i think that it will be the last time that i will see him... ( i dunno) actually i still feel something for him maybe mga 30% na lang... hehehehe... sa lahat ng ex ko xa ang pinaka love ko... pero di na ngayon... hanep nagtagalog na...=) baka akalain nyo un demonyo kng ex ha! hinde.. c ralph ang ni-mention ko... as if you know him!

Everything's so blurry
And everyone's so fake
And everybody's empty and
Everything is so messed up
Pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl
You could be my someone
You could be my scene
You know that I'll protect you
>From all of the obscene
I wonder what you're doin'
Imagine where you are
There's oceans in between us
But that's not very far

*Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
When you shoved it in my face
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
When you shoved it in my face
Everyone is changing
There's no one left that's real
So make up your own ending
And let me know just how you feel
'Cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl
And you could be my someone
You could be my scene
You know that I will save you
from all of the unclean
I wonder what you're doin'
I wonder where you are
There's oceans in between us
but that's not very far

*Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
When you shoved it in my face
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
When you shoved it in my face
This pain you gave to me
Oh, nobody told me what you thought
Nobody told me what to say
Everyone showed you where to turn
Told you where to run away
Nobody told you where to hide
Nobody told you what to say
Everyone showed you where to turn
Showed you where to run away
(Chorus)
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
When you shoved it in my face
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
When you shoved it in my face
This pain you gave to me
NOOOOOOOO! This pain you gave to me
Take it all away
Take it all away
Pain ya gave to me
Take it all away
This pain you gave to me
Take it all away
This pain you gave to me

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lungkot-lungkutan... hehehehe

thanks to all!

2005-10-13T18:17:00.000+08:00

i passed the board exam thank god!!!!

these are the people who are very special in my life who greeted me on my birthday:

emil, pam, kooky, kessa, arnie, nyetapu, ralph,ian, ria, bong,piolo, raqs, faye, rhei, pat,randy, dagul, add, gene,lia,vlad,LA,t.sally,t.elaine.t.jc,sir jun,rica,lewis,ccigaux,gian,hubby,tita s, dad, mom, ekie, tatay,dean, la alice,arcel,tuga,aiza,joey,rollen,leah,yohann,buds,an...etc..

i love you all!!! mwuah !!!

dinner @ libis

2005-09-26T22:23:00.000+08:00

georgeous birds of the same feather flock together!!!
i think this was taken last september 16... it's just a get-together dinner... =)

Last september 24-25 was a BLAST!!!! I couldn't explain the joy that happened during that event...ang saya... sana maulit... it's indescribable...
relaxed people, hedonistic people...grabe...

i'm in a nostalgic condition right now... it's BITTERSWEET something that i'm feeling =... shit.

i hate my life right now i don't know why... i have no room where i could hide my emotions=... shit.

i'm tired with what i'm doing right now=. shit.

i wanna get drunk all night=. heaven.

am i okae? grrrrr... i don't know..=.shit.

shit+shit+shit+heaven+shit..= SHIT.

I need to be happy please help me!!! i wanna cry... but i'm so tired of doing it...

ENOUGH. i'm out of my mind right now.

my INNER VOICE IS SCREAMING!!!!!!!!

building a mystery...

2005-09-12T13:41:00.000+08:00

i don't know him that well... but being with him for quite some time, i can say that he has a good heart by the way he expresses his feelings and emotions... but i can feel that he is unhappy with what is going on with him right now... he don't deserve to be treated like he's a nobody! damn!!! if i could have one wish... i wish that he would be happy and contented with his life...

Eventhough we don't see and talk that much, i will always be here for him... i hope that our friendship will not be ruined by the complicated things that sorrounds us... he'll remain as one of the people hu made me realize that the best things in life are free and he taught me by doing things what you think is right... one thing im regretful for is that i didn't even say thank you to him for caring for me and for making me feel important. i'll treasure all the memories that that we've spent together...so cliche but true... = ) he'd still be my gimmick buddy... hehehe... i wish him all the best *sigh*

~~always be strong coz your little angel is depending on you... =)~~

~~... he will remain and will always be my BEAUTIFUL FUCKED UP MAN.~~

teacher ana...

2005-06-11T03:59:00.000+08:00

right now i'm enjoying my life.. go on gimmicks, hanging out with friends...etc..coz by june 20, will be the first day of my work as a teacher... im so excited though... i will be teaching kids with ADHD, learning disability and those with mental retardation... goodluck na lang sa mga ADHD pupils ko... i've met one of my pupil, she kept on jumping while talking to me... after every five minutes... whew! ang likot likot! but i really admire her parents because they really have a strong faith that in some other way, their children wil be a useful person someday... bec. some parents gets tired of sending their children to school bec of their child's exceptionalities...being a sped teacher is a very challenging thing... just for them to memorize the alphabets from you will be very fulfiling... (ganon kahirap)... i can do this!!! (ako pa!)

***

i'm taking my review class at PNU.. i don't know how to describe the feeling when i'm in that school... isa lang ang masasabi ko...-dead!

those were the days...

2005-05-25T12:27:00.000+08:00

- mga kalokohan sa classroom

- glorietta de manila days

-"aukeran" means spanish dance, taas jump ni kessa

- bday ni emil, after school inuman

- ugat nila kez to.tinusok saken ni kuki..hahaha!!!

- bossing ko...

- kez, me during buds' bday

- during my summer class with taong kahoy!

- take a ssssip!

-dahkem,kez,aC,russel during buds' bday

- wag tularan mga bata!

-while waiting for the mrt.. dugyot n kme

-biggest to smallest!

kuki, ano ba! Gs2 ko matulog!

you're a murderer!

2005-04-21T12:36:00.000+08:00

i thought it only happens on movies... one morning my mom told me that one of our relative died.(i don't know if he is my uncle or something) so i asked my mom what's the cause of his death, and my mom said that he was murdered... -murdered by his mistress! wanna know what that bitch did? tinaga nya c kuya wewe!(that's what i call him) know where?! on the neck while he was walking away!!!not just a kitchen knife but a "jungle bolo" shit! i'm so mad! how could a girl do that? did that bitch think twice while she was holding that thing?i'm so mad...i know that kuya had mistakes also... but to kill a person is very very wrong... i think she's on drugs or something, coz for me, if ur an educated person and you know the rights of a human, you will not commit that kind of thing! i hope that the case will be fair... let's pray for him... knowing the justice here in the philippines?! damn! die bitch!!!

hot.

2005-04-12T12:26:00.000+08:00

it's sooooo fuckin' hot!!!

summer...

2005-04-07T09:30:00.000+08:00

so this is it... i'm taking up my summer classes... at first i felt sad, but when i was about to sign on the class list, i saw the name of my crush!!! yeheeyy!! now it's going to be fun...=) have a great summer!!!

so much to do, so little time...

2005-03-14T17:34:00.000+08:00

after finishing my final demo i thought that it was the end of doing a lot of teacher stuffs in school... but then my prof told us that we will have a team teaching...whew! and this will be on wednesday! sad to say, all of my groupmates were all boys... what do you expect from them... im so damn sure that our team teaching will be a disaster! i can't do all the work...(tamad nga ako, but now,ako ang pinakamasipag!) pray for me!!!

im in the recovering procees right now... im beginning to accept the fact that i'm not graduating this march.... but i'm so happy for my friends... i just envy all the batch 2005 graduates... like in the tv commercials, they're congratulating the batch 2005... wala lang... ouch! it hurts! but its okae... that's life...

anyway, congratulations to the batch 2005! at last you've made it!!!

QUESTION: sigmund freud says that "anything that is pleasurable is sexual"...-nah! for me, not all... is it right? though a little confusing...

aecee mauricio... CUM LAUDE

2005-03-09T16:40:00.000+08:00

so sad but true... i will not be joining the graduation march... why? loko loko kc ako...hehehe... at first, i really can't accept the fact... but its okae... ive realized my mistakes...coz when you do something, we should know the consequences...=( bur im soooo soooo happy that all of my friends will graduate...(hoy, ggraduate ako this summer kala nyo jan!!!) nwei, happy graduation to all!

Happy Valentine's Day...

2005-02-14T10:10:00.000+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day to Everyone!!!

but for me... :

Love do sometimes STINKS!!!

i'm used to it !

2005-02-13T18:37:00.000+08:00

yes... i felt bad right now... actually no... i feel so so down... i saw my brother playing computer at around 6 pm while doing his assignments... i told him that i needed to research on something... he told me he won't allow me... so i told my dad that my brother is still playing while studying...(can you concentrate on your studies while your face is stuck on the pc?) i'm sure your answer is a big "no"... then my dad told my brother that he should stop playing... then i asked my bro. " sa tingin mo, tama ba ang ginagawa mo?" he said yes... grrr...! then he kept on shouting at me... then the sad part was when my mom told me : " kala mo kung sino ka...bla bla... eh ganyan ka rin naman!" hello mom! yang paborito mong anak ang lakas ng dating... mababa na nga grades pinapayagan mo pa din maglaro...eh ako, oo marami akong sablay pero malaki naman pinanghahawakan ko.ako nagaaral ako ng maayos...! (that's what i wanted to say!) coz, iba eh... iba tone ng mom ko when she told me those words..i just told her, "oo naging ganyan ako dati kaya nga alam ko na mali ako dati! kaya ngayon ayoko magkaganon ang kapatid ko..." i know that what i've said is right! shit! enough of this... anyway... I'M SOOOO DAMN USED TO IT !!!

mr. dreamboy, mr. dreamboy

2005-02-10T22:53:00.000+08:00

haha... the most beautiful creatures that God created especially for me... hihihi...

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my one and only...

ang pinaka sa pinaka...haay brandon...malaki na gastos ko dito when it comes to him! BRANDON!!!!!!!!!

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ira cruz

-common na sya, but as usual, mestizo... and a good guitarist.

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usher

with his moves...aahhh... simply irresistible

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p. diddy

because of having a good fashion statement when it comes to formal wear

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jason lewis

the ever faithful guy of kim catrall from sex and the city... whew!

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wesley reid

blurry... that's all i can say... = (

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aaron lewis

because of his very powerful voice...

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ashton kutcher

i love his hair! his pa cute styles...

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lenny kravitz

his body piercings, and his awesome styles... great voice....

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maksim

bravo! galing! i love watching his emotions while playing

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sean brosnan

like father, like son

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marc abaya

whew! another hot rocker!

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chris tucker

how i love this guy and his funny antics!

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ryan agoncillo

my biggest crush when i was in my 3rd year high school. imagine i stole one of his poster when he was still an endorser for greenwich and i even had an autographed pic of him! oy, bata pa ko nun!

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tOny hawk

this guy is legendary... i love extreme sports guy...galing!

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rob thomas

so expressive eyes!

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bernard palanca

bad boy image..tisoy...another rocker

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jonathan foreman

i fell in love with his own version of "only hope"

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kel mitchell

the orange soda fanatic! i do, i do, i do ooo! napaka kulet! i never get tired of watching kenan and kel...

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well so far...that's it... well actually there's still A LOT... thank God for creating those breathtaking men!

chismis dun... chismax dito...

2005-02-10T08:58:00.000+08:00

i'm back !!!

i'm back! so, alam nyo na kung gano ako naging ka busy na wala na kong time for blogging...aside from kessa ha... maddict talaga un...

why is it that when ur new in an institution, laging may nakabuntot na chismis? magtatagalog na ko dahil naiinis ako... lam nyo un, kc pag absent ako sa ojt ko di ko alam na pinaguusapan pala ako ng mga teachers dun...kesa daw bat ang bilis ko daw ma complete un required number of hours ko... kung bakit daw binigyan ako ng perfect sa evaluation sheet...(eh ano magagawa ko, kung deserving talaga ako sa perfect grade) cguro they're wondering sa the way i look un mga simple things na ganon... kc 4 lamg kmeng undergrad sa ojt eh sila as in walang arte sa katawan... oo nga, maarte ako pero alam ko naman un limits ko sa pagaayos...teacher ako eh... ewan ko ba sa kanila, mga oldies na kc sila...

but at last, i'm sooo happy dahil makakaalis na ko sa place na un! di na ko babalik! konting tiis na lang aecee...but one thing is for sure... mamimiss ko as in sobra un mga bata... super attached na ko to them kc sobrang special sila i do hope that their yaya will take care of them...*sigh* i'll show u the pics of my students pag okae na...

2004-12-11T20:06:00.000+08:00

"i think perhaps love thrives on unlikely circumstance and chance.

life thrives on these principles, and is life not love? and love not life?"

-b.b.

what have i done to deserve this?!

2004-11-27T14:54:00.000+08:00

friday afternoon... -my very first ojt at P. Gomez elementary School... i don't know how to get there so i followed my classmates' directions on how to go there... while i was in the jeepney, i told the driver: " ma, pakibaba na lang po ako sa "mayhaligue" street ..." after telling that to manong, i felt relieved... ("hay cguro naman di ako mawawala nito kc ipapara ni manong sa street na pupuntahan ko") then after a few minutes, the driver told me: "naku sa mayhaligue ka pala dapat bumaba, nakalampas na tyo ng 3 kanto..." -shit! then i walk and walk and walk... my feet really hurts... (naka stilletto kc ako) im talking to myself like: "asan na ako? ang daming bastos dito... kelangan makapunta na ko sa school..." my call time is around 12:30... then luckily i saw a tricycle out of nowhere.... hay! at last... andito na ako! then while entering the school, rica told me : " lagot ka late ka papagalitan ka!" then i went to the supervisor... she told me : " change your shoes, and i don't want your skirt!" (hello? ang skirt ko standard size lang!) ...............

When i entered the room, there was this three boys with a down's syndrome... the teacher told me : " mag ingat ka, un iba dito maniacs, un isang teacher kinagat un nipples! " then while staring at them, tears fell from my eyes... i think i can't handle this kind of situations everyday... ayoko na i'll back out or maybe shift to another course... when time passed by... i felt a little relieved coz their parents are there... and i've got to know them more.... i told to myself again, " cge na nga, pinasok ko to kaya paninindigan ko!"

goodluck na lang saken... i do hope that i can nourish the minds of the children even in a littly way... it's hard but hearing them sing the ABC song and that they can count numbers from 1-10 which hopefully they will learn from me will be very fulfilling for me...!!! magpapaparty ako pag ganun nga ang nangyari!

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BUDS, BUDS, BUDS...

that's all i can say...

on the job training...

2004-11-14T13:51:00.000+08:00

i'm not ready for it...

i'm not that prepared to handle a big class full of special children with different cases...

slow learners, autistic, mentally retarded, ADHD, visually impaired, cerebral palsied, down's syndrome, hearing impaired... etc... i do know how to teach but i think the ratio of the teacher-pupil at a public school is one is to thirty...! god! teaching one visually impaired student is very very hard task for me... and it really tested my PATIENCE... actually, i almost lost mine...haaayy... what if i'll be assigned to teach five children with attention deficit hyper activity disorder?! whew... good luck aecee!

right now, i'm just praying that i could do my job well, and i should start focusing on important things...

sa liit kong toh... kakayanin ko kaya? baka pagtripan ako ng mga autistic! =)

wicker park

2004-11-10T21:57:00.000+08:00

This "Hitchcockian" thriller tells the story of a young Chicago advertising executive Matthew, a young investment banker in Chicago, puts his life and a business trip to China on hold when he thinks he sees Lisa, the love of his life whom walked out on him without a word two years earlier, walking out a restaurant one day. With a little help from his friend Luke, Matthew obsessively and relentlessly tracks Lisa down and while doing so, runs into another young woman, calling herself Lisa whom, unknown to Matthew, is an actress named Alex and may hold the key to Lisa's disappearance, and discovery. - bitin ito, you must go see this movie!

here's one of the soundtracks from this movie, "the scientist" by coldplay! enjoy the music!

why?...

2004-11-08T20:48:00.000+08:00

nalulungkot ako today at nabobo nakakainis! can't think of anything meaningful to say ...

- nagsisisi ako... why? nagpagupit ako... sayang ang hair ko... pero it's long pa din naman...grrr!!!!

- nalungkot ako... why? di sa nagpapa cute ako sa inyo or something ha... naiyak ako, actually medyo teary eyed lang, a while ago kc i was watching the movie "flipper" super graceful c flipper while doing his tricks... i felt sad because naiinggit ako... as in major naiinggit ako...why? coz c elijah wood nakakainis...kc nag pplay sila ni flipper! grrrr!!! pero seryoso, dream ko talaga makahawak ng dolphin kahit dampi lang ng daliri!

- nainip ako kanina... why?, kc i've waited and waited and waited for carlo to meet me up at mcdo... to get the yearbook of my bro... pero wala pa daw... nwei, thanks pa rin...

- natakot ako kanina... why? may mama sa jeep katabi ko ang dungis at nagsasalita mag isa!

- kanina, umiyak ako... bakit? kc nawawala ang mga palda ng uniform ko...

di ako natutuwa sa araw na ito! ayokong malungkot!!!

work things out...

2004-11-06T22:51:00.000+08:00

for my friends buds and jeff...

magbati na keo sayang ang nainvest na friendship...

at sana wag na tayong mag away away na tatlo sana laging ganito ka-happy!!!

happy na birthday pa !

2004-11-02T16:11:00.000+08:00

happy birthday besh! *mwuah* !

tuloy ang ligaya!!! inuman na!!!

octoberfest personal lyrics

2004-10-25T16:27:00.000+08:00

tnx to emil, the boyfriend of pam for dating us...(kessa, kuky) at gerry's grill at libis... we really had a lot of fun! at muntik na kong masagasaan ng truck sa kahabaan ng libis...pero thanks talaga...

eto ang beloved ni pammy..hehehe...

here's the song na kinakanta sakin ng mga friends ko sa ceu...(in the tune of "eto ang octoberfest"...)

naririnig mo ba ang marcha
natatanaw mo ba ang toga
inaabot na ang diploma ang saya...

sinasabit na ang medalya
inaamoy ang sampaguita...

chorus:
c aecee ay gagraduate na!
october march na!!!

medyo bitin pero un ang pang asar nila saken... okae lang...pero nakakalungkot...

tips on life and my unforgettable past...

2004-10-15T17:16:00.000+08:00

to know about:
*when is the right time (for pastime and love),
*when and how to try your luck (in love, and in business),
*how to avoid making a wrong decision,
*what’s the best and most effective way to deal with a problem,
*what decisions to make to stay away from mistakes,
*how to avoid conflict with someone else,
*whom you definitely shouldn’t trust,
*who you can confide in,
*whether to take a certain route or avoid it,
*whether the person you hope to see again will ever return into your life,
*which way to take to succeed,
*what to do to draw luck once and for all into your life...

why is it were really having a hard time to forget someone?... i know, ...it's hard because that person touched our life in a way that no others can't... whew... a while ago, i browsed into some of my highschool journals... then before opening it... a lot of good and bad memories flashed through my mind with that person, i can say that i've moved on already...and it's been almost three years...but i really miss that person sooo much...i don't know what's into that person...why until now i still want to keep in touch with him... i want to be friends with him that's why... while reading some of my past...i'm talking to myself like: " aaawww...he do loves me..." ooops! he do loves me...dati !!! i told to myself, well,... there's nothing we can do... maybe i'm not the one for him...and i've accepted that fact... it's just that, i really can't understand..by the way, it just lasted for two months... imagine?!...

**it's been a while, but all the shit seems to disappear when i'm with you...**

SEM BREAK : ayaw!!! a big NO!!!

2004-10-13T14:29:00.000+08:00

many college students gets excited when sembreak approaches... let's say... all of them... but me, i hate vacations...!!! grrr... these are my VALID reasons...:

1. NO ALLOWANCE- grrr... i'm stuck at home...!!! ***buti na lang may blog*** (sipsip)
eh pero pano ang blog pag walang pambili ng internet card?! haaayyy...

-mamimiss ko ang mcdo mendiola at razz at semento dahil wala akong pang mcdo at pang ihaw-ihaw sa razz... =(
-pag walang allowance, di ko masusustentuhan ang mga anak ko sa mendiola...

2. DI KO MAKIKITA ANG MGA CRUSH KO: isa to sa pinakamatindi... we need to sacrifice for a few weeks... kaya ko to... pagdadasdal ko na lang sila =)

-mababakante ang bibig ko sa kaka smile na halos dumugo na ang labi ko pag anjan na sila...

3. ANG MGA GOSSIPS, CHISMAX TO DA MAX: malamang sa malamang mababakante din ang bibig ko sa kakadaldal lalo na pag anjan si kessang kulot!

- pag di ko matiis pupunta ko kila kessa!

4. ANG MGA BARKADA KO SA CEU:

-KOOKY: ang mga da moves nya na sabi nga ni kessa na ok lang magmukang tae muka nya bsta mapasaya nya kme...

-KESSA: hmmp... kahit wag na pala to... may blog naman at ym! joke!

-PAMMY: mamimis ko to kc for the past few weeks, we've been so close talaga...(bawasan ang tantrums)

- RICA: ang pagiging tamad at pasaway nya lalo na saken...isa syang TABA: tamad, abusado, bastos, ayaw pa-disiplina...

- BUDANG: ang mga da moves nyang malupet...dont worry tuturuan kita ng malupet kong sayaw! =)

-ARNIE: ang kabobohan nya... un lang...

*** ders still a lot more... bang, mhedz, mami sheena, russel... buong be-ed! pati the whole mendiola consortium!!!

***kaya nga pati summer class pinapasukan ko eh wag lang me sa house lagi... gnon katindi ang pag ayaw ko sa sembreaks at kung ano pa mang vacations na kung tawagin!

job fair SUCKS!

2004-10-12T15:51:00.000+08:00

Last October 1, we had this so called "job fair" na it's not really beneficial for us education students... Our guest speaker was Mr. Ted Failon,from we all know he is from ABS-CBN...for me " ah si ted failon... e di all about mass communication ang pagsasabihin nito" I'm right, then when it's about time for some students to ask questions...

AECEE: di pwede to... I need to ask something to mr. ted failon about my course...di ako papatalo sa mga masscom makapag-isip nga... at sayang naman kung di ako magtatanong...kailangan na makita nila ang mala "elle woods" ang ginusto kong corporate attire... magtatanong nga ako... =)

AECEE: goodafternoon sir... i'm ana charisse mauricio from bachelor of elementary education major in special education... we all heard that you've talked about much more on the field of mass communication, but as a young practicumer..blablabla.. bec. you've said that you've been a professor before...

MR. TED FAILON: blablabla... lam mo, alam nating lahat na di tayo yayaman sa pagtuturo...blablabla... wag ka munang magaasawa ha.... ay teka, magasawa ka na lang kaya?!

AECEE: that's what he said!!! EWAN KO BA NAMAN KUNG BAKIT YUN ANG KINUHANG SPEAKER! DI BENEFICIAL SA LAHAT! sana one speaker from education, one from social work, one from music... para naman lahat ma-encourage...

AT ETO PA...SEARCH FOR THE BEST CORPORATE ATTIRE...

FRIENDS KO: naku, aecee ikaw yan!

AECEE: wag noh! hiya akow...

PROF: the girl in baby pink and black...

aaminin ko, i thought ako yun...hehehehe dahil ako lang ang nakaganong color at di pala ako yun... cguro di lang nila ako ma-locate! anyway, MAGANDA PA DIN ANG DAMIT KO! i'll just post the pic if i have time...

just got this from pam...

2004-10-07T22:20:00.000+08:00

actually kulang pa kame... un lang po... share ko lang... =)

be responsible all the time...

2004-10-04T19:56:00.000+08:00

MONDAY MORNING... all you want is to start a day with a good smile from everyone... but here's what happened...

AECEE: oh kessa, emi, bang...anomg ibig sabihin nito? ano ginagawa nyo sa labas ng probe room...

KESSA: yung mga late bawal pumasok...

AECEE: ganon?!

DR. B: napupuno na ko sa inyo...bla bla bla... ikaw aecee, bakit ka late? sinabi ni miss pam na masakit daw ulo mo... makakapag exam ka ba?

AECEE: yes ma'am...

(while were inside the probe room...)

DR. B. : o, get one scantron and one questionnaire...

(me and kessa are exchanging looks..while whispering to each other...)

AECEE: shit, may permit ka?! kala ko kc exempted ako...

KESSA: wala... kukunin ko pa lang...

DR. B: o ano pa inaantay nyo...bla bla bla...

AECEE & KESSA: ma'am kukunin pa lang po namin permit namen...

DR. B: ay sus! alam nyo na nga na may exam sa monday...bla bla bla...!!!!!

AECEE & KESSA: bibigay na lang po namin right after the exam...

(after receiving our questionnaires and scantrons... eto ang isa pa...!)

DR. B: o ano pang ginagawa nyo? bat di pa kayo nagsasagot...?

(me and kessa exchanged looks na naman...)

AECEE: kes, may extra pencil ka? wala ako eh na kay pam...

KESSA: shit, wala rin ako...

( c kessa parang sira kung pwede daw ballpen...e di pwede un kelangan pencil...)

(naku, patay kame..!!!)

DR. B.: LATE NA NGA KAYO, WALA PA KAYONG PERMIT, WALA PA KAYONG LAPIS!!! pero ang make-up nyo di nyo nakakalimutan! napaka irresponsable nyo!

DR. B.: o ms. aecee, san ka pupunta?

AECEE: lalabas lang po... bibili ng lapis... tara kessa...

( okae na ang lahat...but there's still one problem... si KOOKY wala pa...)

AECEE: shocks wala pa c kooky... lagot kay dr. b un...

(sa wakas dumating si kooky...pero okae lang kasi may permit at pencil sya...)

DR. B.: pare-pareho kayo... kung cno ang madadaldal sa klase yun pa ang nalalate at laging napapagalitan ni dr. yabut!

DR. B.: un iba jan ay... (in a tumataginting na voice...)

LATE NA NGA...

WALA PANG PERMIT...

WALA PANG LAPIS...!!!

***hay naku... paulit-ulit! malas ang earrings namin ni kessa na malupet!!! hehehe... what a bad start for the both of us!!! but we've learned one thing... ALWAYS BE RESPONSIBLE EVEN IN A LITTLE WAY...

(naku we promised dr. b na ibibigay namin ang permit sa kanya this day... pero nakalimutan namin...PATAY!!! naku... oo nga... shit...)

things will go my way ........

2004-09-24T10:17:00.000+08:00

There will come a time when some of us will be alone walking on the dark, messy and crooked road, with no friends to guide us on our journey of LIFE ... we will be alone facing different kinds of creatures...whether beautiful or ugly...good or bad... ME? i'm not that strong person... i'm just an ordinary girl who keeps on chasing beautiful dreams... i don't wanna be a twisted soul no more... but when that time really comes to me... i wish that i could be BRAVE enough to face the creatures, wish that i could stand alone...wish that i coould have more faith in myself...

*****

We better think fast...coz we'll never know what's coming around us and don't ever let life pass us by... no "come what may" sayings some do believe in that... but for me, i think were the one's who make our own destiny so why say that phrase?!

my personality grunge test!!! check it out!

2004-09-16T08:58:00.000+08:00

**Just got dis from tiepee!!! ang saya!

grunge test

I AM 58% GRUNGE!

I am pretty dirty, all right and, I reek of teen spirit... I would sell my own children for a moldy hotpocket, man.

Take the GRUNGE test at Fuali.com

thesis, thesis, thesis... tsktsk...

2004-09-11T20:02:00.000+08:00

i'm soooo exhausted a while ago... i went to school at around 11am then we've edited some parts of the thesis..after that, me and my thesismate arnie went to recto to look for a cheap printing shop...because of the hot hot hot weather... we ended up in a printing shop w/c is kinda' expensive... after that, we went back to the computer shop to make some copies of the thesis...then we looked for our prof to submit it... we've waited and waited and waited for our prof to come... actually all of us were scared bec we thought that we could not pass it...take note: our defense is on this coming monday... so we really need to submit it!!! then thank god we saw her...after submitting the thesis we went to sir stitch to ask for help on how to present it on our panelist... then went back to a computer shop to print some request letters then head back to sir stitch...before that, i've signed on the wrong line, because kessa was not w/ us.. so i need to forge kessa's signature... bec of the mistake that i've done, we need to go back at the shop to print some request letter again...then i went to one of our panelist's office to look for arnie...at that time my lower back really hurts...it's really excruciating!!!damn! i really didn't mind the pain though,..coz i really need to head back to sir stitch, after that we went to another building to pass the letter to our prof...!!!! whew!!! thanks to mozzy bec after that all of us went to seattle's for some coffee and for us to relax... WHAT A DAY...!!!(gasping for breath..)

TO MY FRIEND...

u know that all of us really care for you... but we do know that most of the time, ur thinking that ur the one that were always talking about...don't be soooo paranoid! were always trying our best to understand you... but i think that ur too much na...don't be too sensitive... i hope you could read this... u have a lot of suitors naman, you should open doors for them,,, don't always think about ur ex... u know that it's over... he's not the one for you... damn! it all started bec of him... ur not acting like this before...you know that! our friend ***** really tried to understand you but she cannot take it anymore...but you know that she loves you that's why she's doing this to you...

PAM, just put this in your mind.... we love you...

si kessa, epal!!!

2004-09-04T17:06:00.000+08:00

to those who WORRY about ME...

2004-08-31T10:41:00.000+08:00

hello... i know that you have my URL... we all know that this is a on-line journal where we can write or express our deepest thoughts... i know that there are things that you've discovered about me... i just feel writing it... i'm a big girl already... and i know the things that i'm doing... all i want is to finish my studies, have a job.....help my family... that's my dream... and if you think that i'm doing bad things, it's up to you... but i know to myself that will not commit any stupid things... and right now, i can say that i'm a grown-up person, coz i know what to do in my life...and i already know my limitations...that's all i want to say... i love my family... that's all...

ThE REAL DrAmA...

2004-08-25T21:47:00.000+08:00

I AeCeE,,, is suffering a lot right now... when i'm about to think about it, tears really run down on my face... i don't know how to start... alright, i'm about to cry again... I've made a lot of stupid and serious mistakes in my life...and because of that, i think that this will be the consequence that i'll have to take... i'm nineteen years old and expecting to finish my studies by the year 2005...okae, i stopped one semester because something happened...and because of that we all know that i will be delayed in my studies...

A month ago, i already fixed my subjects... then the conclusion was i will be finishing my studies by October 2005... it's really hard to accept it... and i know to myself that my dad is also hurting...

Two days ago, i was making this assignment, then i saw this paper with my subjects and studied it again, i computed the months on how long it will take... when i realized that there is still two subjects that are pre-requisite... and this is it... i really felt sad...and tears run down on my face again...

I talked to my friends and they told me, it's okae... then kooky told me "ayaw mo nun, makakasabay mo mga crush mo?! i know she's joking... i told her..."kooky, wala akong mga pakialam dun ang kailangan ko ay maka-graduate kahit man lang october..."

The next day, i went to the dean's office and talked about the matter, she explained to me that we cannot rush things... yeah right, i understand... i'm a bit angry though, actually she's my grandmother...i know she can do something!!! but again she told me just to take my time...

After that, me and pam went to the mall... just to forget what happened... thanks to the good stuffs that we've seen...!!! and i went to a small chapel then i told god, " you know that i can handle this big one coz i know that you will never ever give someone a "burden" that he cannot carry or face..." I do hope that something good will happen after this...

i know this will take a very very long time... I CAN DO THIS... I CAN DO THIS... I CAN DO THIS !!!!!!!!!

uyyy!!! sixteen lang ako!!!

2004-08-25T21:37:00.000+08:00

My inner child is sixteen years old!

Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.

How Old is Your Inner Child?
brought to you by

ExPeCt ThE uNeXpEcTeD... shocks!!!!

2004-08-22T17:29:00.000+08:00

Last Friday evening was a very very boring day with kooky...imagine we got bored with each other?!! were about to go home then suddenly we saw AIZA with TAN...(a chinese guy who's sooo kuripot... while walking, aiza has a textmate... i asked her

AECEE: " cno ka-text mo?"

AIZA: " ano, c mallari, un player ng selams"
AECEE: "hinde nga?!!!!"
AIZA: "susunod daw sya dito..."
AECEE: " shettttttttttt!!!!!!

that day, i really couldn't believe that we were with him!!! sooo far, he's my biggest crush at our school...shocks... he's ssoooo cute...and he is a good good boy...!!! he even moved my thesis to a safer place just to prevent it from getting wet!!! (arnie, say thanks to him!)

I want to say thank you to kooky... without her, damn! the night will be sooo boring...thank you besh...!!!

Well to KESSA, that's life... ... hahahaha... pic nya pala...

mala- jay manalo ba kamo?!!!

, and i hope that by the next time, kessa will be joining us and kooky will not rush because of the train... I LOVE YOU ALL!!!

i'm beginning to like basketball MORE and MORE...hahaha...!!!!

how i love them !!!

2004-08-18T14:31:00.000+08:00

nothing really... i just love dolphins... they make me feel relaxed...

hope that god would make them a pet...hihihihi

people who completes my world...

2004-08-10T21:28:00.000+08:00

kessa, kooky

jeffie- the peste!!!

stepanie- my baby cuz

aiza

FaVoRiTE LinEs...

2004-08-03T06:43:00.000+08:00

SoMe Of My FaVoRiTe ExCerPts FroM bRanDoN bOyd...

**"People slowly destroy themselves by doing what they think they have to do to make ends meet. I like what I do. I love being able to express and create. But I also see it as a means to allow me to do (more internal work) without having worldly distractions like a 9-5 job. I always want to be able to read and have the time to draw." - Brandon

**"Don't let a grade decide your self-worth. Personally, in my opinion, someone should gauge their self-worth on what they've accomplished that makes them feel good... not in the hedonist aspect, but in the sense of personal accomplishment, as far as what they've accomplished for them, as far as their self-development and creativity is concerned." - Brandon

**"I think freedom of speech is important, but coupled with responsibility." - Brandon

**"No regrets. Never never any regrets. Everything has been an experience and has led to me now. Everything has been important and essential. Fear... I'm afraid of what people, including myself, are capable of, but it also excites me. I'm afraid of the atrocities that we are capable of and the things that can happen if everyone makes decisions based on fear..." - Brandon (on his biggest fears/regrets)

**** for me, i really appreciate his sayings...you can easily apply them on your life...(naks!!!)

WeiRd PeOpLe...

2004-08-02T05:15:00.000+08:00

why are some pe0ple like that?! i mean super sex maniacs!!! because i've seen this tv program of mr. boy abunda last saturday and there's this topic about this guy...being a super duper as in sex maniac!!! more often called as exhibitionist...when i saw the guy on tv...damn!!! he is sooo fat...(it's okae for me if he looks kinda' handsome and has a good body shape...but..) it just ticks me off...tsktsk... i can't believe on what he's doing... he even almost f*** a cat!!! gosh...he is sick!!! he even told the host that he makes out with vegetables...how can he do that?! he don't even throw his used condoms...yuck!!! he just displays it there!!! i hope he can be cured....!!! good for him that he didin't acquire any deadly diseases

i think nowadays, most people are open-minded already about sex...but not that kind of thing... you know doing that kind of shitty thing... imagine, with vegetables!!! yuck!!! me, i'm an openminded person too...you know...about sex... but i will not (i can't think of the term!!!) encouraged other people doing that thing...it really ticks me off... especially when i saw his body!!! eeewwwww!!!!

orange county

2004-07-26T11:51:00.000+08:00

... the night before,,, shocks... i'm sooo puyat!!! kooky kasi... she opened the tv kaya me nagising!!! at dinaganan nya pa ko!!! (it's not my bday kooky!!!) then me, kooky, and aiza ate our breakfast and then watch tv... while kooky is doing her thesis... i can't explain the fun that we had!!! we took videos and pictures while were eating orange!!! and we just make daldal all the time...then i ironed aiza's hair... para lalo syang gumanda!!! and then tv again... then it's time for them to go home... before that... we ate at a ihawan... and we played with some oranges!!!
YuMmY !!!

Marathon...

2004-07-24T12:55:00.000+08:00

Pam and our so called "MOVIE MARATHON"....
THESE ARE THE MOVIES THAT WE'VE SEEN TOGETHER:

1.)FINAL DESTINATION2 - matagal na to... pero maganda sya!!!

2.) THE GATHERING -.... i think that this is the first movie that we've seen... together with emi and kessa... (it's not quite good...at hello?! amoy basang aso ang moviehouse ng SM! hahahaha)

3.) HAUNTED HOUSE-.... it is a indian horror flick... the bida there is "suati" she got possesed by a demon ekek!!! quite scary!!! kaso wrong grammar masyado ang english subtitle!!!

4.) SPIDERMAN 2 -.... haha!!! one of our favorites!!! we've seen the movie twice!!! oh, how cute tobey maguire is!!!

5.) MEAN GIRLS-.... (megamall) with kessa and of course nieves... i like the character of regina... medyo bad.... at ang fashion sense...but di sya maganda though, the leading man is a hottie!!!

6.) KING ARTHUR-.... pang matalino to... hehehe... kme lang ata ni pam sa moviehouse ang teens na gurl... it's a good movie!!!

7.) THE PRINCE AND ME-.... sobrang as in napaka fairytale talaga nito... now... it's soooo impossible talaga... at hindi ako kinilig sa prince dun...

***more movies that were looking forward to watch: ALONG CAME POLLY, LAWS OF ATTRACTION, PRINCESS DIARIES2, GARFIELD..and a lot more!!!